*AILEEN HAS ASIA CONFERENCED*

I went for only 3 days.

Friday - I got really lost as I didn't know the 'strategies' of queuing. Wanted to go for 'songwriting' elective but they reduced it to 1 elective that day so I missed it.

Saturday - Had an exam in school, not bad I THINK... But not very good either I THINK... Planned to study in school, but Mr G. called and 'encouraged' me to go... Felt a strong urge to go too. Gotta carry my big and bulky dismantled hamster cage for him in the end. Lol. So mad. May your hamsters live happily ever after in that cage.

Today - Slept only for 3 hours + cos I was too troubled? Had a performance in the morning but disappointed with my playing. The stage was suddenly bright and that made it hard to focus due to my dry eyes + glare. Overall was good I heard. HP went dead after that and I got LOST again. Actually a part of me wanted to be alone... Just a tendency when I feel emo?

Very thankful that for all 3 days, I managed to sit in HALL8! And most importantly I was touched by God every day. Otherwise it'd be a futile trip and a waste of time. But I'd say my heart wasn't in AC due to the 4 impending exams in the next 2 weeks................

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I was lying on bed last night and I began to sing:

Change my heart O God
Make it ever true
Change my heart O God
May I be like You

I just kept singing in between sobs... I didn't even know how out of the blue this song popped out. But it was a good time.

"Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."

So I guess our heart stores treasures and our brain stores information?

"Change my heart O God"

How? By taking away the 'old' treasures that we stored in the past, which may not be a treasure anymore, and make room for greater ones?

Something to think about.